I feel like I'm grinding at work, but work is easy. The expectations are reasonable, but every bug takes longer than I want to fix because the code is a tangled mess and it's no one's responsibility to clean up or collective confusion.
I don't understand how this app will get better when we're not talking as an organization about what makes it bad, or worse, just ignoring the heck out of why it's hard to change and hard to maintain.
And then I realize that part of why it feels like I'm grinding is that while I now have a bit of a life, I'm giving most of my mental energy to my employer. Like last night around eight, I sat on my couch and considered extracting a repetitious bit of code. I ran specs on the models it was repeated in, tried deleting it to find failing specs…
And this morning I realize that my job is to fix bugs on my little corner of the app, not make it prettier throughout, and that it certainly isn't to fix the app at eight at night. I made a few small PRs to the [Ruby Style Guide](https://g