I feel incredibly frustrated, demotivated, and totally defeated. I decided to write this down as I needed to vent and I genuinely feel upset at the thought of explaining this whole saga multiple times as a few people have asked. This week at work I found out in a few months time I will be moving to another team within the wider programme that we are all working under.
I will summarise the story to keep it brief and prevent it spanning dozens of pages. I skipped a lot of details, each part of the story in reality could be expanded into several pages of how to absolutely ruin productivity and grind teams out of existence.
I joined this organisation in 2020 just as the pandemic struck with the promise of greenfield development, pushing for creating good quality software, all with a focus on "creating software we can be proud of". In reality the first year and a half was the only time any of these values were actively pursued. With multiple key developers and other people in leadership positions