I'm writing this fresh after waking up from a nightmare that captures my insecurities related to transitioning later in life. I'll begin by sharing the dream followed by my interpretation.
Normally dreams can be tricky to interpret but in this case my dream left a pretty clear signpost to guide the interpretation: the nightmare begins right after explaining to someone that I'm trans.
In my nightmare I'm in middle school and I have to head back home, but I'm unable to take my normal bus home because I got back late from a field trip. On top of that I'm having to carry home more baggage than usual: In addition to my backpack I'm also carrying my cello and also someone else's duffel bag that they left behind at school.