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    Being With And Without You

It's like a dream at night you enter
All around you is pale and blue,
As the only part of this world that matters
Is the gift of dreaming which is You!

Suddenly thrown into fairiest of tales,
Is the experience of seeing your face
Into the world of wizzards and fairies,
A magical beauty all over the place.

Like in a day of infallible weather
Having a stroll through forest and wood,
Delighting yourself, "this world is a treasure"
With untroubled voice and waving your hood. 

Being with you means being on an island,
Dwelt by animals, birds and beasts.
Separate from world under the highland
You feel safe and from pains released.

Imagine seashore on which you sit
around some seagulls that sing with rich,
and the wave-drops fresh as morning shower,
splashing on you like a rain of flowers.

The Sun is scorching but she does no harm
As she loves you and keeps you calm;
She sends her rays to warm you up
And embraces you with heat and light.

But the marvelous times no matter how charming
Are doomed to die in a dreadful mourning,
And like blood of a dove through thorns is pouring
Those magical hours off cliffs are falling.

Here, you're lying on the sand
And you're frowning at Her brightness,
Suddenly you sense some chill and threat
Your mouth goes dry and breath in hardness.

A big menace is looming slowly
A great shadow covers the beach,
A cold shiver on your skin is crawling
You are gasping and you cannot reach!

You look above in perplex and confusion
A huge cloud has covered the Sun!
Has taken away Her warmth from intrusion
A deafening silence broke in the sky.

You are lying still as you cannot move
You are gazing up into the darkness,
And you are hoping to see Her, not the moon
Enchanted one last time by her kindness. 

You raise your head ever so slightly,
With a shivering neck look deep into the sea,
Instead of a ship carrying hope and peace nightly
A forming storm is what you now see. 

Dazed and confused head falls on the sand,
Weakened and feeble your eyelashes falling
Shutting your eyes abandoned by strengths,
Breathe is all you hear and the heartbeat calling.

Time goes on but it is getting darker
Black clouds are circlying around a hole
Every light in the sky is fading
The air is cooling and sand turns cold.

A queer feeling lays on your body
As if a presence of someone you feel,
Whispering voices through ears are crawling
Muttering words, fuzzy and unclear.

Finally you manage to gather your forces
Pushing yourself you struggle to sit,
And after a number of attempts you succeed
You open your eyes and look what you see!

Assembly of shadows floating around you
With awful and dreadful looks they have,
You stiffed with fear rolling eyes around you
By ominous feelings you're now being crept.

Ceasing your breathe you listen carefully
As all of a sudden you make out some words,
All your attention is on these dreadfully
In sinister voices sentences told:

"So..

Where is the light shinning from heaven
When you are in dark and left in abyss?
Where are the rays of warming and heat,
When your skin is frozen and shaken?

Where is the friendship when you are in need?
Why are you lonely being in this peril?
If you were indeed loved by the heavens,
Wouldn't be angels sent to your knees?

Where is the care you were promised so often
To take your heart and closely embrace it?
Where is the love you were sworn to so often
When your heart is filling with hatred?!"

Unable to bare this poison no longer
You shut your ears, longing for deafness
But the pressure of doubts is getting stronger
You're losing your mind in this sea of madness.

Being weakened by the war against darkness
You fall on the sand with eyes open wide,
Thoughtless and needless unaware of their nearness
Shadows slowly crept into your mind.

As a foul garden of poisonous mushrooms
Filthy thoughts emerged in your heart,
As a field of treacherous flowers abloom
Your mind is slowly being taken apart.

But as time goes on, you come to your mind
A sense of ease filling up your heart,
You look around, but there's no one you find
As shadows are gone and winds are apart.

A faint glimmer you notice at distance
A ray of Sun passed through clouds of dark,
And in mild and kind voice it whispers:
"I haven't left, you're always in my heart!".

Finally peace! And the suffering's over.
Sitting and smiling at gift from above,
With a mind of light and bright thoughts rover
Sitting and waiting when Sun will come up.