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Life is miserable. It sucks. When you spend half the time you're awake wishing you were never born, you know it sucks. 
I don't know if it's just my depression or the people around me that's causing me this misery. 

I wish the people who have an influence on my life gave a fuck about my goals, and understood that I am not their typical 
person, instead of treating me like a useless dog (Guess how I came up with uselesschien). Here's a typical conversation 
with my parents:

P: You are a fucking sociopathic loser. You don't do anything for us, you unempathetic psychopath. You do nothing we ask 
  you to.
Me: I do..
P: You do? What the fuck did you ever do for us? We asked you to do X? Did you?
Me: No, but what about Y, and Z? And what about W?
P: You disrecpectful fucktwat. Why didn't you do X? You're a piece of shit.

There's no point in trying to convince them. They are immune to logic and reasoning. Remember that I'm a human being, I 
have emotions too. Don't make me kill myself. Stop contributing to my depression or just kill me. I don't want to live my
life like this.

Also, I'm an introvert, and the only thing that makes me happy is helping others. Don't like me being happy? Make it hard
for me to help others.

Thanks for wasting a few minutes of your life reading this rant. 

P.S. I really wish I wasn't born.
And, no, this wasn't written when I was sad. So, stop saying I'll feel better after a quick nap. I don't. I'm actually 
relieved because all LMAOBox users for VAC banned. Thank Gaben and Volvo.