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yoru ni tojikomerareta ko wa 
muhyoujou ni iki wo tometa

夜に閉じ込められた子は
無表情に息をとめた

A child imprisoned in the night 
Stopped breathing expressionlessly.




datte dou shiyou mo nai koto bakari janai
kaerarenai sekai de oboreteiru
open your eyes

だってどうしようもないことばかりじゃない
変えられない世界で溺れている
Open your eyes

You’re drowning in a world you cannot change
Because there’s nothing but things that can’t be helped
Open your eyes




shizumu kage donna ima demo
kore ga genjitsu

沈む影どんな今でも
これが現実

A sinking shadow
No matter when, this is reality




shinu to wa nai anata ga fureta itami ga
ai kamo shirenai to hitori de kitai shiteta

死ぬとはないあなたが触れた痛みが
愛かもしれないと一人で期待してた

Alone, I had hoped that the pain experienced by you, 
who is not dead, might be love




boku wo kyoda suru
shaadenfuroide wa iya

僕を強打する
シャーデンフロイデはイヤ

Smite me
Schadenfreude is unpleasant




waza to rashii 
to nara bikkuri wa (hiya)? (hira)?

わざとらしい
とならびっくりは　(冷や)?  (平)?

If its on purpose,
the surprise is (frightening)? (plain)?



(izuko oto ni tanbi se)?
(izuko oto ni tanbisei)?

(いづこ音に耽美せ?)
(いづこ音に耽美性?)

(Admire the sound somewhere?)
(Where’s the aesthetic in sound?)




fujouri shikata nai nante
itsumade ieru no tadori dake akiramereba
ki ga surun darou, wakareru?

不条理仕方ないなんて
いつまで言えるの辿りだけ諦めれば
気がするんだろう、わかれる？

You can’t help being absurd
How long can you say “If you just give up”?
Can’t you feel it? Don’t you understand?




kowarete mo ii tte
kitai hazure no endo

壊れてもいいって
期待外れのエンド

You say it’s fine if it’s broken
By an ending that misses expectations




nandomo haruka
toki node boku wa tsuduku

何度もはるか
時ので　ぼくは続く

Many times it was far off
So I continue




iki wo suru goto ni 
naitei fukarerareta

息をするごとに
内定吹かれられた

Every time I take a breath
My decision has wavered.



hagare wo shiru boku mo
nikumu te wo kakatte irete

剥がれを知る僕も
憎む手をかかって入れて

Conceal me, who knows of separation, 
Inside the hand I detest, as well




heiji ni sukoshi mo kao wo kaete
yoru no nai kagi wo hajimeru

平時に少しも顔を変えて
夜のない鍵を始める

I change my face a little bit in times of peace
And start the key without night