Devin Korb meepen

Hello everyone.

My name is verideth, and I've been going through a very dark and depressed time lately, but we'll just cut to the chase. A few days ago, I was depressed, craving a high. I'm only 15, so I haven't had much experiences with intense drugs, and intense hallucinations. However, I have OD'd before. I would like to state, that everything you hear me talk about is something I wish I never did. I wish this never happened, I'm not proud of it, however, the experience was pretty different from anything I've seen or heard.

It was 12:00am, my parents were sleeping, and I was craving a high, and quite depressed. I got on snapchat and started to message a few people, and then I went looking for my old medication (I have severe ADHD, and I remember reading about how ADHD medication gives you quite a high). Little did I know I'd actually find my drugs, hidden away. I was surprised to find these because due to my addictive personality, and not so good run in with drugs before, I've ran into massive problems w

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	local WAIT_TIME = 0.2 -- seconds between w presses
	local SPEED_MULT = 2
	local STAMINA_REGEN_PER_SECOND = 0.1
	local STAMINA_LOSS_PER_SECOND = 0.2

	local sprinttime = function(ply, val)
	if (val ~= nil) then
	ply:SetNW2Float("SprintTime", val)
	end
	return ply:GetNW2Float("SprintTime", 0)

	-- major features of the hook library need to be considered
	-- performance is eaten from in-engine hook.Call calls every few frames/ticks
	-- add/remove are not super important but should be considered still

	local hook_name = "HookSuite"
	local slow = true
	local call_count = slow and 32000000 or 2000000000
	local no_hook_call_count = slow and 200000000 or 2000000000
	local invalid_call_count = slow and 200 or 20000

	[
	{
	"name": "SpectatingOverlay",
	"type": "ttt_curve_outline",
	"pos": [0.5, 0.1, 0],
	"size": [0.22, 0.04],
	"curve": 0.005,
	"bg_color": [154, 153, 153],
	"outline_color": [230, 230, 230],
	"disappear_no_target": true,


	[
	{
	"name": "SpectatingOverlay",
	"type": "ttt_curve_outline",
	"pos": [0.5, 0.1, 0],
	"size": [0.22, 0.04],
	"curve": 0.005,
	"bg_color": [154, 153, 153],
	"outline_color": [230, 230, 230],

	const { buf } = require("crc-32");
	const { readFile, stat } = require("fs").promises;
	const { createWriteStream } = require("fs");

	const addon_data = JSON.stringify(require("./addon.json"));

	class GMAFile {
	constructor(fname) {
	this.stream = createWriteStream(fname);
	this.current_length = 8; // crc32 + 0 (uint)

	const { buf } = require("crc-32"); // npm install this
	const { readdir, readFile, stat } = require("fs").promises;
	const { createWriteStream } = require("fs");

	const too_big_size = 1024 * 1024 * 1024;
	async function* getFiles(dir) {
	const dirents = await readdir(dir, { withFileTypes: true });
	for (const dirent of dirents) {
	const res = dir + "/" + dirent.name
	if (dirent.isDirectory()) {