Jungle of Adolescence

JgOfAdl.txt

Jungle of Adolescence



Everyone is biased, I'll just leave society
And make my own little place where I am the law
And probably die of loneliness
(because I am this eluded, ice that doesn't thaw)



Who am I to be like the others?
I'm the black sheep, because I have nothing else to be proud of

What is pride? 
(When I don't deserve it in the first place)
What a ride!
(Life is unforgiving for those who don't embrace)



I am lost in my jungle
The tombs of adolescence
I am failing the test
I don't have any competence

Why am I trying to be different, yet?
For me, it means more than just life or death
I depend on this little insignificant treat
I am void of pride, and forever I bet

When will I understand?
(but do I need to?)
Do I give up or stand?
(but do I need to?)
What am I, to be?



Who am I to be like the others?
I'm the black sheep, because I have nothing else to be proud of

What is pride? 
(When I don't deserve it in the first place)
What a ride!
(Life is unforgiving for those who don't embrace)
Turn the tide!
(I am still teenager, still within the maze)

I have tried.....
...but I still have to life chase!


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Within the deepest confines
Of my illusory paradise
The miracle is broken
Fire is set in despise

The stones that held my thoughts
Eroded by the wind
But of profane mind
There is only one kind

"No one can call me stupidity"
"No one can tell me lies"
"No one may challenge my veracity"
"No one can desecrate my words wise"
No one, no one...

No one shall hear
What I utter, what I spit
No one has to endure
The fire I have set lit

No one deserves what I do
No one deserves what I deserve
I deserve righteous doom
No one can help me, I observe

No one...
No one, yet...

(But then where is the exit to the maze-)
What is pride? 
What a ride!
Turn the tide!

I have tried.....
...but I still have a lot to brace!