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8:14:07 PM zeroeth: yeah thats good
8:14:16 PM zeroeth: man, i might never see you again 
8:14:51 PM pheonix: *sigh* kevin i feel terrible
8:15:02 PM pheonix: i'm really sorry but i'm scared
8:15:12 PM zeroeth: its ok.. i know where your comming from
8:15:28 PM pheonix: yah i know
8:15:43 PM pheonix: i was with him my first semester
8:15:46 PM pheonix: and it totally fucked up
8:15:57 PM pheonix: luckily my english teacher gave me a second chance
8:16:03 PM pheonix: i got to do my final paper again
8:16:07 PM zeroeth: thats not what i want .. your life comes first
8:16:08 PM pheonix: i went from a d to an a
8:16:16 PM pheonix: had to do my math all over again
8:16:32 PM pheonix: he has no sense of future
8:16:33 PM pheonix: or responsibility
8:16:39 PM zeroeth: i know the type..
8:16:43 PM zeroeth: i was with one
8:16:44 PM pheonix: and it was a big waste of time and money
8:16:57 PM pheonix: and i'm just scared to be in that place
8:17:05 PM zeroeth: well, look
8:17:06 PM pheonix: because whatever he needed or wanted he got
8:17:11 PM pheonix: i put him before myself
8:17:24 PM zeroeth: im just gonna tell you this
8:17:57 PM zeroeth: focus on your life
8:18:16 PM pheonix: that's what i'm doing
8:18:24 PM zeroeth: now.. above and beyond that
8:18:37 PM pheonix: this is the time to be selfish
8:18:46 PM pheonix: you cant fuck up especially now
8:19:11 PM zeroeth: yeah
8:19:33 PM zeroeth: and i know what its like to have a full load, AND take care of .. 3 people and 2 cats
8:19:37 PM zeroeth: and work
8:20:19 PM pheonix: i dont want you to think that you have to take care of me or i have to take care of you
8:20:28 PM pheonix: it just adds to the stress
8:20:35 PM zeroeth: oh i dont think that at all.. and i dont want you to think im a burden
8:20:36 PM zeroeth: cause im not
8:21:29 PM zeroeth: you have some free time and feel like doing something? cool.
8:21:46 PM zeroeth: and when i get a vehicle, it will be a tad easier
8:22:19 PM pheonix: but what if i have free time and i dont want to do something with you?
8:22:23 PM zeroeth: then do that
8:22:24 PM pheonix: what if i want to do something else?
8:22:34 PM pheonix: but i'm going to feel bad about it
8:22:38 PM zeroeth: dont
8:22:42 PM pheonix: and i'm not going to be able to enjoy it