About the Utmost

Today I look out at the sun. And I understand that Billionaires in all their splendour cannot give us 10 mins of sunshine.
I also look at the flowers outside my window. Very colorful, yet I do not know any wealthy person able to provide their beauty

I feel like love is a weakness. You have to be vulnerable to experience it and the only index or it's measure, is
the weight of the sacrifices that is made towards it. Even God let his only begotten son go. A love without sacrifice? err

On Dec 3rd 2017, I drove off a bridge in the South side of Seattle. Like Tom Cruise in Vanilla sky, SUV was written off and I had
thought my spinal cord was broken from the sharp pain. I am still playing in a soccer league in 2020. I cannot understand this either.
I may think I do not need Him. But I would be a useless tissue paper without his anchor

Everything we do exists within the concept of day and night which God created. (24hours), our days, age, time at work, time spent 
in middle school, sleep hours, work, transit ...literally everything is anchored to time value of day and night. He created it.
Only right that whoever creates that 24 hours index lives outside the 24hours window. God's days may be 72 hours or 10,000 days
I believe the smart people refer to it as time and space continuum.

I have seen God humble the pride of men. The fact that he cannot be questioned adds more to his sovereignty than take away from it. 
This may be a conundrum for a lot of people.

A few days ago I stumbled upon the page: neal.fun, a young man had put the depth of the seas in a visual dimension. I am awed at the 
Midnight zone and all that occur to sea life at depths with no sunlight. 

Speaking of sea life, the Moses sole fish is able to secrete a type of detergent that makes a shark unable to close its jaw,
as a defense mechanism. I think about it all the time. Sharks exposed to it in experiments can go into convulsions. 

There are many things I do not understand but having been unable to speak english till I was 10, I hesitate when I remember 
that He takes kids of paupers and makes them dine with kings. It's advanced level Checkers.


The human heart is almost similar to the 4 stroke engine with: intake, compression, combustion and exhaust. However, this human machine
is weird. It appears blood can be it's intake and exhaust. input = output, especially during transfusion. Super weird!
It often runs for 80 years without the need to service it or change it's parts with spares.

Do you understand why people need pacemakers? Have you found what is different with people that got heart transplants?

The 4 elements : air, water, fire (and spirit). All things you can't really hold together with your fingers, yet try to control always.

Recently, I read about a young man at a cloud firm with brain atrophy. I cannot imagine the amount of pain when your brain is not cushioned.
I wonder if this is in anyway similar to the pain of neuron/synapse misfiring off in bipolar patients. Does the brain shrink  a litte
and hit the crevices of the cranium? People need prayers/help/miracles. The almighty's ears are ever attentive

You will never know if you can walk on water, if you don't step (outside of the boat) into the sea. It is easier for a God to reveal
himself to his subject than for his subject to decode him.

I stumbled upon startling murmuration. This is the most beautiful thing I have seen. I do not know how many rehearsals it took the birds in practise,
Who set up the pattern, who is the program manager and who set up the audition for the birds?

I do not understand what is God's fascination with servants (servant who spoke to Saul about David, servant to help Joseph from prison, Naaman's servant .etc)

What part of "I will never leave you nor forsake you"- do you not understand?

I lived in Michigan and I know how brutal winter can be, yet during fall, the leaves and everything in the woods shed their leaves.
This is a conundrum to me. Like sheep, I feel they need the coverings all the more in winter.
The fishes go further down the depth of the lake when the surface is frozen over, yet survive on trapped sunlight and food for months, coming out fat and full of
vigor at the end of Winter.

The constellations. This is a whole different ball game. Who holds these constelations in His hands ?

"In light inaccessible, hid from our eyes..."

It is practically impossible to know the absolute and infinite thoughts of another man's mind. How then is it possible to know the 
absolute intentions of an almighty infinite being? Poco-a-poco

Insects have a form breathing called Trachea breathing. So mosquitoes neither breathe through their nose or mouth. Somehow, the oxygen just get
absorbed in their body. Shame on Ventilators.
I won't be able to argue against order and intelligence after that knowledge in Creationism

Reason and Sentience (to be thoughtfully expressed later)

The human immunity system and it's "machine learning approach" - Does science imitate art and art imitate life? which comes first?